Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Over and out 2012!



Hii all!




 

 
I wanna wish you a (late) merry & tastefull Christmas with lots of friends, family and ofcourse food!











Above all I wanna wish you all the Love! In all ways possible. 














Let's rock this Christmas!!! ;D 









And onnn to the next year! 2013... 


Hope to see ya (on my blog) next year!!

<3
Fox.

ps. Thnxx for visiting my blog this year. 

Sunday, December 23, 2012

Take a shower...

They say that your best ideas come to you in the shower...

Well this might be strange for you, what I'm gonna ask.
But it came to me under the shower!

Don't you feel small sometimes in a shower?

When I moved in 2008 I thought I would get the best, brand new, shower ever. 
Well, it suckt...
It had no power what-so-everrr. I feld sad and angry.

Then a couple years later I moved out of house and got my "own" 
(shared with one friend) shower.
It was ok, a cubicle, iron thing. Really square and small, but still ok.

After half a year we got our own shower. Mine was futuristic. 
Chrome with two enourmouss mirrors. just looking at you. 
The thing looked like a time machine!

But the thing is, I felt small sometimes. But other times I felt bigger...

Now, I moved again!
This shower makes me feel small all the time! Is the ceiling higher? 
Is there more space?
I don't know...


So, do you feel small in the shower?!



Monday, December 10, 2012

On The Road

Here are four Short Stories from my little book (told you 'bout in my last blog)!
I wrote them on the road.
The things you see and hear. The things you have an association or inspiration with.


Waiting

People rushing by in the train station,
once in a while someone looks at you.
Someone notices you.

All people waiting. What are they waiting for?
Their love, their train or their life?!

All those different people.
A man whistling next to me, a bike passing by making a rattling noise,
the footsteps of thousands people who passed this spot.

In the mids of all this, me.
A redheaded girl. Just turned 20. Waiting!
On her love and then to catch a train.
Just like everyone.


 Voices in my head
You can hear so many voices
but you can't catch one word.
Trying as hard a I can.
Only a simple Hello is what you catch 

The world is inspiration.
Watching, listening, feeling,
smelling and tasting it all.

Inspiration is all around.
It gives me monkeymind.
Screaming monkeys who wants to get out.

I let them out by writing. 
Monkeys go faster than I can write,
sadly.

So they stay voices in my head.




Following Lines

Your eyes keep following the lines.

But my heart doesn't like following.
It has it's own line.
A heart line, a heart beat. Like yours.

Mine likes to follow it's own path.
Care what others do. It's about what you do and what you wanna do.

Will you be happy if you follow the lines the world made "normal" in life?

It's about seeing more than lines. Create them.




Silence

Break the Silence.
It was a sign on the walls
of a bungalow park I was once.

Silence is hard.
Only when you're sleeping there is silence
(except the snorring types).
At least your mouth doesnt make sounds
and you won't hear most of the world.

You brain, however, still echoes on.
Every night you have dreams.
It's a pitty you don't remember them all.

A phone rings in the silence part of the train.
We "sssssttt!!!!" him like little kids. Still funny.

And then you wake up with a scream.

Friday, December 7, 2012

Short Story

I bought this little book for on the road. So that wherever I am, I can write my thoughts and things I hear or notice. It's my new addiction. 

From now on you can expect short stories from me. Little brain farts from around 20 lines.

 



Below is my first little writing I came up with in the dark one evening last week.

Darkness had a nice ambience for writing. Just like the fog last month.

It's about all that is around you. Interpretations of things you see and hear sometimes.

I experienced this little walk with all my senses.



Surroundings 

Fences around me, surrounding. 
Fog hanging on the water.
Narrow foothpaths underneath.
People passing, talking in foreign languages.
Stairs leading up nowhere and a fire wagen scaring the shit out of me.

But there is you next to me and the moon guiding us home. A bright light.
Together we'll make it home. With you I'm always home.
Whereever life takes me. 

The road is unknown but I follow it without doubt.
Follow my own life.